Femara Round 2

So AF reared her ugly head yesterday morning, turning CD 29 into CD1 for me.
I knew she was coming....but I hate her anyways!
So, here we go, on to round 2 of Femara.  Same protocol.  I will take 5mg from CD 3-7.  My Metformin dose is at 1500 mg daily now.  I am waiting for the RE clinic to call me back to book an ultrasound for CD 11, and then book IUI after that.
Maybe the IUI will be our ticket!  Hopefully!  With every passing month I feel older and older, and am really starting to question the fairness of all of this.  As in, the older I get, is it fair to bring another child into this world who may not have me around to help them out later on in life.  I guess I just am so close with my Mom, that I can not imagine not having her around.  Anyway, deep thoughts.

Update - January 16, 2012

So I am CD9 today and really not too much has been going on.  A few little boughts of nausea over the last couple of days, usually in the morning when I was hungry - maybe from the increased dose of Metformin?
Last month on CD 9 I have some slight pain in my L ovary, this month, nothing so far.  I hope this isn't a bad sign.  I have slight pain in my boobs...that's about it.  I am still having slight spotting, which sucks after 9 days!!!  I go for a follie scan on CD11, this Wednesday and we will do IUI.  If we are on target with last month, Saturday morning will likely be the scheduled IUI.  It all depends what happens on Wednesday.

DH is not looking forward to making love to a cup in a medical building lol!! Poor guy eh?  I don't look forward to the plethora of pills that make me sick, the repeated invasive tests, shooting myself with needles in the stomach, getting a naturopath to stick me full of needles in the name of Chinese medicine, and peeing all over my hands trying to pee on a gadgillion GD sticks!!!!  End vent.  Yes, I imagine it must really suck to masturbate in a public building.  Poor fella.

Oh, did I mention I am slightly cranky today?